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[12. 11. 08 // @ 1 : 20 pm]
[ mood | content ]

heh well I dont hardly ever write in this anymore. I have SO much to talk about, yet not much to say In here. I dont even trust my own journal! I havent been this happy in so long. Last year I was miserible and Im almost to the point where I laugh everytime I think about it all. It's tragic, still makes me sad. But some of the most tragic things are funny. Hah, Im so happy to the point that im annoyingly happy. Like before I used to never even look up when I walked I just stared at the ground, but I actually look people in the eyes now. I've even noticed how beautiful some people are now. Its amazing. Keven's amazing I never thought anyone could treat me so well, like I hardly even deserve it. ^_^


[10. 30. 08 // @ 5 : 43 pm]
So Im updating, me and Amandalyn went to the fair, It was fun.

[9. 4. 08 // @ 9 : 06 am]
woah I havent updated in the longest time...umm..well I dont have much to say. Im sick though :(

[8. 13. 08 // @ 3 : 27 pm]
LyKe OmG Im UpDaTiNg My JoUrNaL!!!!!!!

haha [8. 5. 08 // @ 3 : 29 am]
BaseballBabe394: this is lauren right?
xthroat cut kiss: yep
BaseballBabe394: i had a dream. and you were in it.
BaseballBabe394: it was weird.
xthroat cut kiss: hm.
BaseballBabe394: we were all in this movie. and you were the star. and we were all like the other actors.
xthroat cut kiss: lol thats cool.
BaseballBabe394: it was really cool. but like we were all really ugly. but you were really pretty.
BaseballBabe394: it was really cool though.
xthroat cut kiss: haha
BaseballBabe394: it was about like a train or something. the movie was.
xthroat cut kiss: ah.
BaseballBabe394: well that wass really random. i just thought i would tell you.
xthroat cut kiss: lol okay
BaseballBabe394: so whats new with you?
xthroat cut kiss: nothing really.
BaseballBabe394: how has your summer been?
xthroat cut kiss: pretty good and boring lol
BaseballBabe394: yeah mine too.
xthroat cut kiss: ah.

YAY [8. 1. 08 // @ 1 : 42 pm]
[ mood | happy ]

IM SOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!


[7. 29. 08 // @ 12 : 09 pm]
ahh! Im bored.

[7. 26. 08 // @ 2 : 23 pm]

omg!Collapse )


[7. 18. 08 // @ 1 : 16 pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

umm i guess fill this out.

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. What movie character do you think I could play the best?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

12. Physically, what stands out?

13. Emotionally, what stands out?

14. Do you wish I was cooler?

15. How do I make you feel about yourself?

16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

17. Am I loveable?

18. How long have you known me?

19. Describe me in one word.

20. What was your first impression?

21. Do you still think that way about me now?

22. What do you think my weakness is?

23. Do you think I'll get married?

24. What makes me happy?

25. What makes me sad?

26. What reminds you of me?

27. If you could give me anything what would it be?

28. How well do you know me?

29. When's the last time you saw me?

30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

31. Do you think I could kill someone?

32. Do you miss me?

33. Do you think i miss you?


[7. 11. 08 // @ 6 : 44 pm]
Todays my birthday!
woo hoo.
I got the new finch cd
and uhh black eyeliner lol

[7. 10. 08 // @ 12 : 39 pm]

forget the broken backed stretch across a painted
background you've never experienced.
forget the lazy days of daydream departure to faraway..

laughs you've never heard.

forget the backwards walk through liminal windows you
never knew existed.

forget the bells tolling an hour of redemption, a
minute of fancy you've never been given.
forget the love letters penned by sad faced girls
you've never met.
forget the unwritten, uncollected works of the poet
you never were.


[7. 9. 08 // @ 3 : 36 pm]
Why do I even have Lj no one reads it..oh well.

[7. 8. 08 // @ 9 : 37 am]
OMG! Mathew is comming back here from Alabama again this summer lol.
I know thats exciting.

[7. 7. 08 // @ 11 : 06 am]
Excuse me sir,
but I have plans to die tonight
Oh, and you are directly in my way
and I bet you're gonna say it's not right
My reply:
Excuse me miss,
but do you have the slightest clue
of exactly what you just said to me
and exactly who you're talking to?
Yeah, we all flirt with the tinniest notion
of self conclusion in one simplified motion
you see the trick is that you're never supposed act on it
no matter how unbearable this misery gets
I swear to god if you hurt me I will leaps
I will toss myself from these very cliffs
and you'll never see it coming
Settle precious, I know what you're going through
Just ten minutes before you got here I was gonna jump too.

[7. 6. 08 // @ 8 : 50 pm]

I heart it alot.


[7. 3. 08 // @ 8 : 36 pm]
I find it funny how people these days especially ex- preps that are posers are trying to be all diffrent.Like saying their bi HAHA your not bi..the people surrounded by you are soo you think you are..lets say you have a lesbain freind. You become really good freinds with her and you know same sex couples so you think OMG! AM I FEELING SOMETHING FOR THIS GIRL! no your not your just becoming good freinds theres a diffrence, just because their gay dosent mean you are. That really pisses me off Hillary did that. "OMG I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH AND IVE NEVER EVEN TOUCHED YOU!!!!!!!BECAUSE IM AFRAID TO CAUSE I REALLY DONT WANT TO! But I still love you cause being bi is cool..I swear being bi or gay is like the new "thing" and people are falling for it. Haha to bad for them quite sad..

[7. 3. 08 // @ 6 : 30 pm]
why do I suck so much?

[7. 1. 07 // @ 8 : 50 pm]
wow I have alot of intresting conversations on my other LJ.

[6. 26. 07 // @ 11 : 07 am]
ugh im such a loser..

[6. 25. 07 // @ 6 : 58 pm]
Ahh I met this really hot guy at the mall today and he talked to me about all this music and his band and they're pretty good! He also invited me to go to the music farm with him but thats the date of the alkaline trio concert so I cant..yeah its a local band from summerville!


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